Finally ada time nak update ini blog. Last weekend was busy with travel fair. This time around we had very low sales, very bad. Can’t help it. I’m not involve that much this time around. Only helping out with the sales at the booth.
Today I feel very sleepy. Slept at 3am, woke up at 5am, then slept again at 630am, and was awake since 8am. Sleepy, but cannot sleep anymore, nanti muka sembab. Weekend je sah muka ni sembab tido, sebab I pulun sleep ganti weeknights yang tak cukup. But by next week must stop this habit. Going out late at night for supper and sahur and meeting up friends. Not that I don’t want to meet up friends, but after raya it has to be during normal hours. 
Raya is just 8 days away. My raya mood is still not here, hopefully pagi raya nanti sampai. I tak banyak buka puasa kat luar this year with clients/supplier. I get someone else from office to do that. But I had great time meeting up friends for buka and sahur. My aunty Dah sure bising I tak jenguk2 dia this Ramadhan, my nenek pun I belum pegi visit. But definately will vist them during raya.
Mama is busy with her kuih raya bisness again this year. Somehow this year’s sales has double since last year. And I know the money she make out of it will be used for the house in Seremban. She is so excited about coming back to Seremban for good early next year. I can’t wait too. Tau dah mana nak hantar laundry and mana nak pow makanan over the weekend. Hehehehe. Past 2 months mama has been very overprotective on me. On weekends, she will call after midnight, around 1am and 2am because she knows that I’m still out with friends. Mesti tanya dengan sape tu? Kalau bagitau nama pelik-pelik sket yang dia tak pernah dengar, hoh, banyak soal dia But so far all my late night outings yang so happen she calls, ada yang dia kenal, so ok lah, tak kena interogate. I malas nak carik gaduh, layan saja lah mama tu. Can’t blame her. I know she is worry, although I dah besar panjang. One fine day when I have my own daughter, I will worry too.
Dad is fine but I’m worry a bit with his blood pressure. There will be days when I called and he is resting, not feeling well katanya. There will be days he is home by 3pm, not feeling well, feeling dizzy. So whatever he requested from me for raya this year, I ikut saja. Tanak kasi dia risau and pening.
Friends, oh ramai friends I need to thank them. For all the effort to cheer me up past few weeks, the movies, the lepak, the coffee, the buka puasa, the shopping, the calls, the emails, the sms to motivate me to move forward, I really appreciate all of them. I didn’t realise that I actually has touched many people’s life in different ways, and when something bad happen to me, I had old friends who got to know about it and make the effort to be in touch and cheer me up. That really made my heart melt.
Health? Hmm, I wish I can write further on this. But as long as my blood pressure is fine, then I should be fine, (I hope). I still get nose bleeding, but instead daily, I’m getting it once a week now. Tak banyak, but still bleeds. The only thing I am happy about my health now is that I am definately loosing weight. Hehehehe. I have start packing some of my XXL clothes and put aside, sebab longgar sangat dah. Seluar memang asyik londeh. My my seluar Xl ada 3 saja yang I nak rotate
And for the first time in this 34 years of my life, I kena resize my baju raya! I remembered masuk tailor, nak amik baju raya I yang 6 pasang tu, my tailor dah tengok I atas bawah. Terus dia kata mari sini saya mau ukur. Dia dah geleng2 kepala suruh I try dulu all the baju. I never had to do that. Usually, just pick up and pay and I know it will fit nicely, my tailor is good. But apparently this year kena kasi resize kasi kecik. Pinggang kena kurang about 2.5 inci, if not I kena pakai pin kat kain tanak kasi londeh. But I amik jugak baju kurung sepasang and after raya baru resize sbb nanti I takde baju, tidak……
At least with baju kurung, not so bad if I have to use the pin, tak nakpak sangat. But the baju kebaja I get her to alter, otherwise it looks very weird. Hehehe. I am aiming to downsize to L by November. Kalau dapat, confirm my sister akan freak out. Already I can wear the tshirt yang all this while dia yang pakai, hehehe. Hopefully yang dia nak alter ni I sempat ambil by Tuesday, kalau tidak takde baju raya lah kita. Ingat nak suruh my aunt jahit kan manik pun memang tak sempat. 
Jap lagi I nak kuar pegi shopping, need to get new shirts for office attire. The ones I made at Bangkok last year, sudah terlalu besar and definately kena resize. Tapi jangan salah sangka, takde lah kurus sangat2, hehehe, pipi montel I ni masih ada.
My wish now is to hope that I can live long enough to enjoy the rest of my life with my family. I belum puas nak spend time with many people, and do so many things in my life. I hope the next couple of months will be good, just need be patient and hope for the best. It will not be easy but need to fight it.
Apa lagi nak update? Oh, I know I have new readers now Ok,ok, read whatever you want to read, but basically it will be my daily ramblings. Should you want to know more, in person is much more to discover. Be prepared to know how 3suku sewel I can be, my doink moments, definately full of drama and the so mengada part. But all those are comes with sincerity and kindness. And definately not being an artificial person. Good luck!
