House currently renting : OK, safe, but need to be cleaned. I dok kuar masuk past 3 weeks tak sempat kemas apa, so weekend ni kena kemas. Nak kena trim pokok2 kat luar tu. Kalau malas jugak, tak tau la nak kata apa Aida Yurani ni.

The house bought : Aiyoh! Ini kes berat. I’ve spoken to both lawyers, the house loan and the S&P. Both said wait for the report to be issued end of this week or next week. If the condo is declared not safe, then, I can claim the deposit back. Tapi lawyer fees kira burnt lah. If the condo declared safe, but I want to revoke it, then I kena pay the penalty. Meaning forfeit whatever deposit I have paid. I don’t think I want to proceed with the house after the landslide case.

The bank has not transferred any money to the owner of the house. Nasib baik. Kalau tak, parah jugak. Tapi sayang lah duit yang dah bayar tu. Ni kira part of money that I save since I start working in 1997. Yang sikit2 simpan tu. Whua…. Of course lah banyak jugak yang di keluarkan untuk belanja itu-ini, and also help my parents for my siblings’ wedding. Tapi kalau kes rumah ni I yang kena revoke the S&P, kira gone itu duit for nothing. Last night I kira2 banyak jugak. Deposit dah bayar RM11k out of RM21K, lawyers fee dah bayar RM4k, furniture baru dah bayar RM4k. Dah total RM19k dah tu. I know I can still keep the furniture, but I dah berangan-angan nak decorate the new house with a new style & colour. Nasib baik I tak beli other stuff lagi, baru aja list down. Now I need to transport current house furniture to Seremban so that I can bring in the new furniture bought. Belanja lagi!

Memang rasa frust sangat. Dulu simpan duit untuk kahwin. Orang tu tak nak kahwin dengan kita, so I thought, okay lah, beli rumah. Now rumah also dah tak leh duduk. Whua……………………

Yes, duit boleh cari, tapi memang rasa frust betul ni. Ni kena start balik saving duit. Dah lah business slow giler last month and this month. Rasa2 bulan depan I cannot belanja anything, ada dapat basic salary ja ni kalau sales zero. My mom said kalau kena rugi deposit tu, rugi lah, nanti kalau nak kawen ke, beli rumah lain ke, nanti dia bagi duit. Hmm… dia pun dah pencen, mana pulak nak ada duit.

So, at this moment, I kena banyak2 sabar. It is not the end of the life yet. Masih lagi boleh get married and buy a new house, seriously, compared to others yang langsung takde duit, nak makan pun tak boleh. Maybe ada hikmah behind all things happened.

Now nak beli rumah, at least kena wait lagi 2 years. Nak kawen, oh, itu kena wait lagi 6 tahun, 7 bulan 8 hari! (Oh, kawen tetap dalam agenda, cuma now kena lambat sket, ikut timing AAJ .Kalau hidup takde wawasan nak berkahwin and berkeluarga, pada saya adalah satu yang tidak normal, pada saya lah, lain orang lain pandangan) And for time being, kurangkan makan kat luar, and lavish food, no buying handbags & shoes for next 3 whole year, no buying clothes, beli kain, tudung etc, etc, No going to KLCC after work, no window shopping, no wayang every other week, no jalan-jalan, no jalan2 cari makan, Whua………………………….

Sabar aida, sabar!